Welcoming tomorrow

wah judulnya..

hehehe

sebenernya sih aku jg ga tau mau nulis gmana..

aku aja bingung dengan apa yang saya sedang rasakan dan alami

satu hal yang terus-terusan kepikiran adalah aku pimgim cepet-cepet memulai sesuatu yang baru.. kok rasanya mulai jenuh dengan hidupku yang sekarang..

aku pingin ketemu komunitas yang baru, orang-orang yang baru, atau mungkin seseorang yg spesial yang baru.. (apa sih) hahaha..

tapi jujur kok hari demi hari di bandung ini aku lalui dengan kejenuhan yah? apa sih sumbernya? gak tau belum nemu..

bingung, apa yang harus kulakukan? yah apapun itu biar aku atasi segala kejenuhan ini bersama Mu Tuhan.. tuntun waktu-waktuku yang tingga beberapa bulan lagi di bandung ini Tuhan..

soalnya aku akan segera selesai magang desember ini, dan sepertinya Jakarta sudah menungguku..

pekerjaan baru..

komunitas baru..

Dunia kerja..

dan orang-orang yang baru..

aku percaya segala sesuatu yang baru itu akan menyambutku segera..

haaaa… i wanna get out from today’s life and welcoming for tomorrow..

soon..

this life will never be the same as it is now..

I’m waiting for that moment..

wanna start something new..

huff..

kemana ya “itu” pergi.. ?

kok tiba2 hambar tanpa “itu”

salah gak ya kalo gw mulai sesuatu yg baru tanpa mikirin “itu” ?

rasanya sih kok pingin mulai sesuatu yg baru ya..

apa sih “itu” ?

hahaha… gak penting lah..

let’s see what would happen next..

Destiny..

Hmm… i don’t know wheather i have to be happy or sad..

I just feel it’s not fair for me, coz i never get a chance to say what’s on my heart and on my mind to you.. and you already with another person at this moment

yeah maybe because we rarely talk to each other,  and rarely share our life together.. and never spend time together anymore..

that’s fine..

but destiny brings you into another situation..

another person..

another hope..

another love.. ^^

that’s fine but still I’m happy for you.. wish you all the best..

meeting you is a grace..i truly wish a wonderful journey for both of you

for now i want to create my own destiny

I have learned that i have failed to love someone

but now a new destiny come.. ^^

and i am building it now.. build a bridge to the one i love..

“Destiny is the bridge you build to the one you love.. ” ( from my sassy girl movie)

do you believe in destiny ? if you do.. you still need to build the bridge even it’s hard and far .. if she/he is the one you really love..

reach him/ her, don’t let the distance separate both of you.. let us build our own bridge and meet him/her in the middle of the bridge..

and as the question of destiny..

all I know is that even when destiny really wants to accomplish something..

it can’t do it alone..

you still have to get to know her/him well

you still need to fight it even there are a lot of storms

you still have to struggle in your relationship

and you still have to build a bridge..

to the one you love..

girl i’m building a bridge of our destiny.. hope to see you soon there..